there's no turning back

VIrTUaL hOnEy

Yes, I think I’m in love. With whom am I in love with? To my virtual honey!

I coded him “Virtual” so that he would not notice that he is the one I have been talking about with my friends and officemates. I coded him “Virtual” to hide my true identity and feelings towards him. I coded him “Virtual” because he can never be my “boyfriend” FOR NOW because he is with someone else already.

But, I am not sad at all. There are no regrets for doing such. I am contented to see him everyday in the office. I am happy for the forwarded email exchanges we had. I am satisfied with his “take care and have a great weekend” messages.

For now, I am contended with this. We can really never tell what lies ahead. After all, he is not yet engaged neither married :0

Good morning, my virtual honey!

Milenyo

Milenyo will come his way at 11 this morning. There is no school. There is no work for those who do not have laptops. This would be the best time to rest, relax, eat champorado and go to sleep to the max.

However, this time is not good for others who live in a shack. I cannot help to think them squeezing their bodies to feel the warmth in the midst of storm, sharing a little space with their family and endlessly waiting for the weather to soon pass. I am praying “Milenyo” will gently burst and spare all of us into bad condition.

Happy rainy days ;)

revalida

as i glanced the calendar, i felt sad and excited at the same time to know that i am still doing the re-validation project assigned to me a month ago. yes! a month ago!

sa loob ng limang taon ko sa kumpanyang kinabibilangan ko, isa ito sa matinding pagsubok na pinagda-daanan ko. the project deals with numbers and analysis. nakakahiya mang aminin, mahina ako sa "numbers with analysis".

I know the only choice I have is to do it whether I do not like it, embrace the mistakes and repetitive revision-making of the project in order to get the desired result and learn from it along the pivot, content analysis and computation.

It is funny to think over that the more you hate the things, the more it haunts you and left you with no choice at the same time.

Parang kapag ayaw mo na minsang mag-senti, dadating ang pagkakataon na magse-senti ka talaga or ayaw mo ng makita ang taong ayaw mong makita pero bigla kang maso-sorpresa dahil nasa harap mo na pala at bumulaga.

Talaga nga yatang , “life is a like a box of chocolate, you will never what you will get or life is like a box of chocnut, you will never know if it’s durog or not”

Revalida uli!?